Slow and torturous,
every jibe,
every single stroke
is stronger than the previous attack.
Strong enough to just shatter
and a little shy
of complete
and absolute destruction.
I may have not been seeking
more wisdom to contemplate
whatever is the superior plan.
I do not believe
that an elaborate reward awaits
and my patience will be fruitful.
I just understand
the amount of injustice
I have done with myself
by staying
just comfortably
smaller,
lesser human being,
a lesser existence
is unforgivable.